Monday, October 6, 2008

swelling feet

alright, well - after this weekend i noticed that the swelling in my feet and ankles only happens when i'm at work. this whole weekend i didn't have a single bout of swollen lower extremities - (and so far none today even though i'm at work, knock on wood) - but all last week while i was at work i had edema issues like a mad woman. weird.

tomorrow's the day!!! let's hope the baby's got my no modesty genes and shows us what it is!! i'm sick of calling it an "it", it feels wrong, lol - i wanna say "him" or "her", "colin" or "lola" - and i know i was all about little girls and stuff before - and don't get me wrong i'd still love one with pink and ribbons and glitter - but i realized that a little boy would be awesome too. a little man to grow up and love me and be one of those boys that doesn't let you talk bad about his momma, with stinky, dirty hands ready to hug me, and digging in the dirt and being an uber boy and throwing his toys on the side of his bed to help me clean up, lol - a boy would be wonderful too. i think i've just been scared of a boy b/c i'm not a boy and don't know how to care for one - but if it's a boy, i'll learn just fine.
if it's a girl i'll just have a head start b/c i've got tons of hello kitty toys, lol
well, that's all i know. i'll let ya know whether we have twig-n-berries tomorrow or not!!

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