another dr. visit

went to the doctor today.... well - nothing. not dilated any more than last week. i've done everything i can. i go into the hospital sunday night for cervadil to try and make me dilate and then around 6am on monday they'll start the pitocin - and if that doesn't work then i'll end up with a c-section monday. dr. stack said he's not too optimistic about me having a regular birth since i haven't done anything since last week - so, we'll see i guess. there are some advantages of a c-section - for one i'll get disability for 8 weeks instead of 6, lol - and then it'll save my girlie bits from getting ripped or cut, lol - so there are upsides. i just didn't want major surgery. oh well, it'll be ok